| how come
everytime a promis is made it seems
so hard for you to keep
like maybe it just doesnt
seem to mean the same to you
as it does for me.
and everytime i promis you
if i slip and forget a piece
you have the rite
to insult me for that
im always forgiving... always just giveing
it doesnt make a difference to you
you couldnt care if i choose to stay or leave
you got your piece
you dont care about the rest
im sorry so sorry
that i loved you like that
even though
god knows why
i still do
and always will.
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| ~TO YOU~
You know your everything I need
To be
Better than this
My mind I can feel as it turns the memories of you
And what you meant to me
Into something a little less dramatic
So that I could look at you
And look away
Without feeling like
The world stopped and I kept walking
Alls I need from you
Is what you never gave me
And still I blame myself
For loving you like I did
And setting up my heart the way I did
Like a crime scene
And maybe I wish I had you back
even though I know I cant
I still love you
Your everything to me
Make me who I am
I love you
maybe that’s what is being said
And yet I’ll lie and walk by
Like im not crashing and burning
On the inside
Where memories of you will die
And I’ll be able to walk on by
And pretend you don’t kill me
By kissing her that way
The same way
We used to. |
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| simple songs to aid my mind
calming things to salve my wounds
like a blade apon the wrist
songs of mourning soulfull howls
and tears about to stain
my smile which until now i realize
has been a fake
and angry words to fuel the fire
with pain as our solice
wouldny you believe
i was lieing to you with eyes of shame
looking away from your face
wer truth seems tobe the onley answer
simple songs to aid my mind
as i try and find my way through this
hardships roar through my head '
the flow i cannot stop
these lieing words
that fly rite in my face i try to avoid
and cant still the flow
but with a tune of music looud
it will turn the tide
of thes words i choose to call a lie
and scream me your opinion on life
to a tune of mournful notes
wail of guitar and fall of piano
with your vocals to scream it home...
my bleeding lips will crack and creese
with words that want to leave
and the music you see
along with your voice
that holds me still spellbound hard
and simple music to aid my mind
that finds to fall apart so fast
i miss you hard with my broken mind
your words that still my ceasless curent of words and thoughts |
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| when i felt your arms
enclose me tight
when i felt your breath
tickle my neck
when i felt your lips
take me away
when i felt your body
pressed to me tight
and when i felt your love
i felt it all
just fade away ♥ |
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| blah home rite now summer time |
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